So I’ve been listening to healing frequencies a lot as a part of my healing plan. Certain sound frequencies are associated with specific patterns in numerology and geometry, and are believed to have distinct effects on the body and mind. For example: 174 Hz is thought to alleviate pain and stress, 285 Hz is believed to promote the healing of tissues and organs, and 396 Hz is said to free the listener from fear and guilt. One can find such music frequencies easily on YouTube or Spotify, and some are supposed to help specifically with cancer, so I made my own playlist.
Right now, before starting too write on this Sunday, August 4th, 2024, which in numerology is a potent mix of various 2, 4 and 8 numbers, I clicked play on it and the shuffled playlist began playing. With a piece called 444. The core number 4 in numerology is all about building a secure and stable foundation in life through discipline, hard work, and practicality. As for the number 444, it is often seen as a powerful and positive sign. It represents protection, guidance, and reassurance. When you repeatedly see 444, it is believed to be a message from the universe or your spiritual guides, indicating that you are on the right path and that your efforts are supported. The number also emphasizes the importance of stability, balance, and strong foundations in your life, encouraging you to stay focused and grounded as you move forward.
Now this week we are also entering the Lion Gate Portal. When this article is published, we will actually be on the other side of it.
The Lion Gate Portal is an astrological event that occurs annually around August 8th when the Sun in Leo aligns with the star Sirius, Orion's Belt, and the Earth. This alignment creates a powerful energy portal that is believed to enhance spiritual growth, manifestation, and transformation. The name "Lion's Gate" comes from the Sun being in the astrological sign of Leo, which is symbolized by the lion. This year, the Lion Gate portal is also a potent numerology energy as the 8th of August of 2024 (08/08/2024) creates a triple 8 date, making the Lion Gate even more potent.
This period is a time when the veil between the physical and spiritual realms is thinner, making it a potent time for meditation, setting intentions, and connecting with higher consciousness.
Here are some of the key themes and energies of the 2024 Lion's Gate Portal, which is first and foremost associated with manifesting your desires and aligning with your life purpose. It's an opportune time to set clear intentions for what you want to create in your life.
The alignment with Sirius, often referred to as the "Spiritual Sun," amplifies energies related to spiritual awakening. It’s a time to tune into higher wisdom and elevate your spiritual awareness. With the Sun in Leo, the Lion's Gate Portal also emphasizes themes of personal power, courage, and self-expression. It encourages you to step into your power and confidently pursue your goals.
This portal is often seen as a gateway to transformation, offering a chance to release old patterns and heal on a deep level. The energies can help in letting go of what no longer serves you and embracing new beginnings. The 2024 Lion's Gate Portal is believed to be a time when the energies of the cosmos are in perfect alignment, providing a unique opportunity to connect with the universal flow and align your personal energy with the greater cosmic plan.
Please make sure you use this time for meditation, rituals, and spiritual practices to harness the potent energies of the portal, as it is a powerful moment to focus on your spiritual growth, deepen your connection with the divine, and align with your highest potential.
I am, for sure.
And what are my intentions, you may ask? Out with the old, in with the new!
So...
I am in full decluttering mode, to start with. That means, physical decluttering of course, and my house has not seen such a heavy bin and clean for years!
But decluttering to me is also a spiritual, emotional and mind matter. It's about creating space not just in my physical environment, but also within my soul, mind, and heart. So I’m consciously investigating, bringing to the light and letting go of the thoughts, the trapped emotions, the unhealthy relationships and negative self-beliefs, the harmful habits and expired attachments to past events, the stale values and outdated patterns that no longer serve my growth or align with my true self.
Letting go of all that requires courage. It means confronting my fear of the unknown and stepping into uncertainty. But it's also an act of reclaiming my power. It's a declaration that I refuse to be defined or confined by toxicity any longer. Embracing this courage begins with acknowledging the toxic ties in my life. This involves recognizing the relationships that no longer serve my well-being, the habits that undermine my health, or the self-limiting beliefs that hold me back.
Then, I remember to set healthy boundaries that protect my emotional and mental well-being and create a safe space where I can flourish. Boundaries might involve limiting contact with individuals who drain my energy, saying no to commitments that overwhelm me, or challenging my inner critic when it tries to sabotage my self-worth. I know deep down that setting boundaries is an act of self-respect, not a rejection of others.
By releasing these burdens, I am making room for new, positive energies and opportunities to flow into my life. This process of inner decluttering allows me to reconnect with my core values, embrace my authentic self, and cultivate a deeper sense of peace, clarity, and purpose.
I actually am using many different tools to work through this, one of which is my very own program called The scissors of Atropos, Cutting toxic ties, 7 protocols that work! You can check it out here https://payhip.com/b/9FEL5
Big project right?
That, at its core, is what healing is all about, I believe.
Because there comes a time when we must learn the art of letting go. It's a profound and often challenging act of self-preservation, where we release toxic ties that bind us to negativity, pain, and unhappiness.
I’m also beginning to understand that healing, in the holistic sense, might well be more than an episode in my life.
And I know I am at this minute in the long, sometimes tedious in-between of the healing journey. I am a work in progress as I walk the cancer path and the journey sometimes feels long and does not seem to be "working" fast enough for my dynamic mind.
Now the thing, and I know I am repeating myself, but I’m guessing if I need the repetition, so do you, the thing with the in-between is that it is imperative. We need some empty space BEFORE we create, manifest, invite anything new.
And it’s also OK not to know what new thing you want just now!
So I remind myself to breathe and cut myself some slack.
Moreover, this morning, I read this:
Your calling isn't something distinct from your emotional healing. It's synonymous with it. At this stage of human development, it is all many of us can do to excavate and heal our ancestral and personal trauma. There is so much of it. And the healing of it is not blocking your path. It is your path. If you spend your whole life healing even a small portion of you, you have lived a luminous life, infused with sacred purpose. You have done something that perhaps no one in your lineage has ever done before: HEALING. There is no calling more noble, no path more honourable, no step more profound. So don't beat yourself up if you can't get to that lofty offering you want to bring to the world. Because you are already doing the greatest thing of all: HEALING HUMANITY. Thank you.
Jeff Brown
In short… Healing is a calling, too. In fact, it may be the calling that humanity most needs at this stage of human development. Wow!
So it’s OK if takes time and energy and if I don’t do anything else for a while?
Yep.
It is.
Cool. Cause at this minute I do not have the bandwidth to do anything else. Actually I don’t have the bandwidth to even dream or manifest big things.
So I’ll be here cleaning up, emptying, decluttering, releasing, clearing out, and unburdening myself in my little corner of the world.
And healing.
You’re welcome.
I would be so happy to hear from you about all that. Thank you in advance for your comment.
So much for today …
See you soon, for my next online adventures!
Until then I send you love, light and gratitude.
Isaya
And slowly, slowly, I might begin dreaming new dreams… As in…
One of my dreams has been to find get my novel published. Lost Harmony is about a modern world in chaos which finds hope in ancient Greek goddesses awakened from their slumber over many centuries to restore balance. They come to the rescue of humanity and the planet, the misfortunes of which have all been caused by the male gods in their desperate attempt to preserve their power. I sent it to Hay House as part of a writer’s workshop. They did not choose it. It’s OK. I can live with rejection, thank the Goddess!!
I still desire for it to be traditionally published. I’m working on that in the background, manifesting the perfect publisher.
But also, I ask… Can you help? Do you know any publisher that might be interested?
Now…
Maybe you feel like you want to support me as I navigate the Cancer journey?
I am OK and grateful to receive any Reiki, Prayers, Light, Love, Hugs or any other healing modal sent with pure intentions and love.
As far as advice and "recipes" are concerned, please ask me before you download your knowledge, links or recommendations onto me. Overwhelm is always lurking…
On a very practical way, because I’m going to be focusing on my healing, I will have less money coming in…
One way to help and support me is to actually buy something from me!
You can find some of my Goddess Connected programs here:
PS: Please bear in mind that I am reclaiming my journey and that my solutions and my path are mine and mine only. They are not intended to be a guide or a list of advice, a handbook or manual or any kind, least of all medical. This is just me sharing my journey.
PPS: Many of you have been asking for news and updates. This cancer path has been kicking my ass on so many levels, but the main one is the very vocal reminder that I have to be selfish and take care of myself first. Yet I promised I would give a general update and here it is…
The surgery to remove the mass in my kidney has been postponed to September 26th. So I got my summer back. Did I rush to "do" something with it, like go back to work?
Nope. I rushed to keep my plan of slowing down and allow for the brewing of the next phase.
Moreover, I’m having to take some rather strong drugs for the TB so I’m rather tired… So this August, I have a plan of sound baths, boardgames, crafting, resting, reading books, writing, welcoming friends and family and using my hammock to the best of my abilities… I will write some posts for you, but they might be shorter … and the podcast episodes might be recorded rather than live.
As for September.. I have a plan and I’ll tell you everything about it very soon!