I’m sick and tired of feeling guilty (if I say so myself!)

So I’m fine. I’ve always had a good health, from childhood. Nothing serious, no surgery ever, no biggie (yes, I know I feel sooo lucky !). And being who I am (daughter of a hippie couple of parents, resisting to Western medicine and believing in homeopathy, natural remedies, considering Big Pharma as a Bigger Evil than processed sugar, being very aware that some western medicine doesn’t cure, only makes the illness bearable or “hidden” and so forth …) I have spent most of my life solving my (and my family’s) small medical issues on my own… I even refused the anesthetics during childbirth (it felt like “cheating”) … only going… Read More

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Wednesday Revelation!!

So one thing that I realized recently is that I was afraid of being and appearing “too much guided”…. as in… “I have to be responsible for myself, I don’t want other people to think that I am just following whatever guidance I get from wherever … I need to be and appear autonomous and self reliable and empowered, I can’t be pulling cards every day for every decision, bla, bla, bla…” As you can see it, I’m sure! … This was utter BS … There is no such thing as too much guidance, since I can only rely on my intuition and myself to actually guide my life. Other… Read More

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IN the biz … ON the biz … Where am I ?

So I didn’t post on Friday … Excuses ? Well I’ve been sick for one … and yes l know, not a real excuse but well… But mostly, since l came back from Japan, I’m having trouble finding my mindset again, l loose focus and energy about my goals, l “forget” my affirmations, l don’t meditate regularly, l have way too many ideas, l hop from one to the other, l freak out about deadlines, I’m all over the place … and nowhere fully invested … It happens almost every year about that time… Springtime! Why ? Because l spend my winters as the introvert that l can be, working… Read More

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50 … omg

So today is my 50th birthday. And l’m not sure l take it very serenely… l might well be over-reacting but … for now I’m not so deliriously happy about it… I’m in the process of changing my whole life, going from: a monthly bleeding to a full on menopause … two kids at home to no kids at home a 9 to 5 job to a full time biz a well mastered profession to a a brand new one a steady if not abundant income to ???? a social media presence dedicated to “fun” to a professional use of social media which involves regularity an consistency and … feels… Read More

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Forgive, forgive and when you’re done … forgive again…

So … as you may have read earlier on this blog, dear reader, I’ve spent the best part of 2017 forgiving. Forgiving what ? Well pretty much everything I could think of … Any wrongs that I felt had been done to me to you, dearest reader, to the whole wide world for that sake… Forgiving who ? Well again, pretty much anyone I could think of, from my parents (classic shrink stuff!) to yours, lovely reader, to the dishonest politicians (we have quite a nice bunch of them in France at this minute!) to the greedy bankers … Indeed I lately discovered (no, I know, I’m not the first… Read More

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So what in heaven’s name is rainbow life coaching ?

It so happens that I have lived in 4 countries, moved in (and out of !) 25 different houses, I have 3 nationalities, have traveled extensively to 20 countries, have done at least 20 different paid jobs, have tried 30 or more creative styles, have undergone at least 3 different therapies, have learned from more than 100 mentors, specialists, gurus, coaches, psychologists, etc … I have reinvented my life so many times …  changed houses, stopped smoking, decorated my home, redecorated, changed professions, been single, married, got my hands dirty to renovate my1000m2 house, been pregnant, mother to babies, then to children, to teenagers, now to young adults, have loved,… Read More

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The not so straightforward path …

So I didn’t write last week … Because I was in Paris. I traveled for 7 hours (car and train). I was so lucky as to have a friend travel with me and she had access to a free flat in Paris. And then … On Thursday February 16th … I met Miranda Gray. THE Miranda Gray. Author of Red Moon, Optimized Woman and creator of the World Wide Wombblessing. And I became a certified Moon Mother. OH. MY. GODDESS. It’s been soooo long since I’ve wanted to do that. I read Miranda Gray’s books more than 10 years ago, and have participated to the World Wide Wombblessing for 5… Read More

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My best ever personal development tool !

So I’ve been working quite a lot on myself these days … How to actually implement change of a massive type in my physical reality … I’ve read a lot of books (or rather listened to a lot of books, as I tend to do that while doing boring house chores …), I’ve listened to whole lot of conferences, courses, and so on … What is the ONE tool that everybody seems to advise? Forgiveness. Nice. Cool. OK. But…. How do you ACTUALLY do it ? How do you actually, really FORGIVE other people for what you’ve suffered, and mostly forgive yourself for … (fill in your own bank!) ?… Read More

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